Teenage feels

Usually all it takes is one glance.

You feel thrilled, sensing that zapping between you, that sizzling, yet shockingly cold ...energy. It confuses your senses, it confuses your whole being so much so, you  have to bite your lips to stop trembling. Even when you're not feeling trembling at all.

You feel your dark hero.

For me, it was a deep line between his eyebrows arched over his big eyes. 

His never tired and always shining gaze that sees so much.

Eyes that  have always reminded me of a dark, bitter chocolate.

Should I thank him now that I'm finally feeling again? Maybe I should, for I cheated myself for so long that I don't even know how to look at anyone anymore.

Now I have my dark knight to look at.

I want his strength to melt my bones. I wish his emotions to be so strong to wipe out every single cell of my history. I want his kisses to bite out the taste of every kiss before his.

A soul mate of my darkness. My love. I'll feel hollow without him.