Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Let it


Let it go for now.  Let it go, for good.

For you're forbidden and final. Without your  touch, with my touch. Never again. Actually, there never was.  

Let it go. Let it go for good. 

For someone as old as me not knowing what the feeling of spooning is, a pressing of your mouth against the back of my neck and inhaling, holding my smaller hand with your larger one,  across my stomach...it is devastating.  

Let it go. Come on, just anything. Let me finally feel this emptiness.